Tuesday, 3 January 2012

A CANDID AFFAIR ………….


 












She creeps into my mind so silently
With out me realising , she’s in there
And then she starts playing on my mind
It’s the beginning of a new candid affair

I try to keep her out of my thoughts
But she has already taken possession
And I’m helpless, when  she’s in control
She’s my weakness, my obsession

I know she won’t leave me alone now
She wants to play, all those mind games
And all I can do is play along with her
By giving her a word or some new names

When she’s on my mind, I love her
I’m lost, and there’s nothing I can do
I’m restless, but I love thinking about her
 And my feelings for her are always true

At times she stays on my mind
All through the day, and through the night
And that's when, I find my self wondering
Whether this time, I will treat her right 

Some simple expressive words, some lines
A name, is all she seems to want from me
And I know that I'd love to do this for her ,
And, maybe then,  she would, set me free

She came to my mind as a thought, an idea,  
That needed,  to be expressed, with love & care
There were so many who came before her
And now they  are all out, There

I think now she’s all ready to go
She'll leave me, feeling, satisfied and free
And as soon as I click on “Publish Post”
She will be out there, for the whole world to see

4 comments:

  1. :D I loved this post and I could see you going through all of this...that nagging feeling that a till-now-unexpressed idea gives you! :D The frustration you feel, till you write it down completely!:D I wish an idea would creep into my mind like that...usually I just suddenly get some thought or I read or see something and that's where I get my inspiration from...

    Anyway, you have a great way of expressing your thoughts and your emotions...loved the idea behind this post! This idea pestered you till you wrote her down, huh? :p:D

    Keep writing, but I guess there's no need for me to say anything looking at way you keep rolling out all your works with so much speed!:p (*salute!*) :) Love you :*

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  2. I am not at all surprised to find you in ‎possession of one more beauty and who is ‎always having an affair with some beauty( a ‎different one every time). I know I should feel ‎jealous and left out and feel depressed but I ‎don’t know why I enjoy your affairs with all the ‎beauties and look forward to your next affair. ‎Each affair is making you more refined and ‎better and better in handling your mistresses and ‎I am sure all of them leave you feeling as happy ‎and satisfied as you feel while they leave you. ‎Lucky beauties. Well, I love to pamper you with ‎all your obsessions and possessions. . I love to ‎bring your most desired beauty of the ‎evening(or nights) whom you love to have ‎every night and caress her with your lips, and ‎relax with her in your arms, your creamy cup of ‎coffee that you love. I love to see you possessed ‎by your other mistress whole day and night and ‎so pre occupied with her that I don’t seem to ‎exist at times for you. ( I do feel very left out ‎those times but then, do I have any choice??) . I ‎love to see you lovingly fulfill her desire and ‎leave her satisfied for the whole world to see ‎and admire and then relax till you find a new ‎love.. ‎

    I loved the way your affair progressed and I am ‎looking forward to your next affair and am ‎curious about your next mistress. Hope she is as ‎good and better as all your previous ones. Hope ‎I manage to get some of your time and manage ‎to get in to your thoughts atleast a few minutes ‎every day. (Sigh!! Kya din aa gaye hain?? Wish ‎I were one of your mistresses instead of wife, so ‎I can also possess you as they do and be on your ‎mind day and night). ‎

    Keep having affairs. ‎

    Sue

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  3. Grrr I'm back to not being able to guess anything! This one had me totally stumped though it was probably the simplest of the lot :|
    Everyone guessed it at the beginning itself. I had to wait for the last 2 lines in the post to enlighten me. I'll pretty soon be writing a self-demeaning post titled "The Dumb One" *sulking*
    Anyway, enough about me. The post was really simple yet so neat. I wonder how you get these ideas and execute them this well! Amazing!
    Keep writing, dada... you started late in publicizing your work, even if just to us, but it's better than keeping the talent all to yourself! You've got a style of your own, a panache, and you're the O. Henry of poetic posts! :D
    Keep posting (though at a slower rate than your incredible speed, so that us lesser mortals get a chance to comment in time, rather than having to wait to clear the backlog :p)! Love you loads :)

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  4. The first few lines and i knew what exactly you were talking about but obviously you alone do justice in describing all the feelings you undergo before you write the beautiful posts of yours !!

    I somehow could imagine an airy hand signalling you to surrender to your love for her - your love for writing !! :D

    Wonderfully written as always :)

    Love you loads D :)

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